In the many years that I’ve been visiting my grandfather's house in New Paris, I have developed a very close relationship with his neighbors. Jayden, Marissa, Travis and Allison. They are constantly gardening, canning, cooking, flooring, roofing and more. One particular evening, Jayden was instructed to build a campfire and inadvertently injured his eye. To prevent him from further agitating it, his mother applied a temporary bandage, which fell off only seconds after this image was taken.

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New Paris

Adali Schell | Ohio, United States

When exhibiting this work in person, I would like to make 15-25 framed exhibition prints with artist made frames. Each print would be a chromogenic handprint made in the darkroom.

When exhibiting this work online, I would like to keep the same sequence as I've provided in my submission.

New Paris is a five-year long body of work surrounding my family in and around my mother's small hometown in rural Ohio. My mother and grandfather both suffered tragic losses within a few months of each other in 2018; my mother lost my father to an unexpected affair with his boss and my grandfather lost my grandmother to lupus. Through my photography practice, I am exploring themes of illness, divorce and death within the context of my family.

Through these losses, I have come to better understand my relationship to my mother and grandfather. Since her divorce, my mother has made it her ultimate priority to serve those around her - she's an avid animal rescuer and is constantly taking in my sister's friends who come from worse circumstances. She also works as a job coach for students with special needs at Richmond High School, non-emergency ambulance driver and babysitter. Meanwhile, my grandfather has fallen into a deep depression and lives the same day everyday; he smokes and drinks at home, smokes and drinks at the American Legion and finishes the day by visiting the cemetery to see my grandmother. Most days, he tells me how he wishes his life would be over, only to be reunited with his beloved wife.

Through it all, I discovered my camera as a means to navigate these losses. Ultimately, it has revealed to me the ways in which such traumas have brought me and my family closer together. Helping my mom pack and move across the country, ushering my sister to her friends houses and school, bringing dinner to my grandfather every night and staying with him as he ages not only informs my practice but also my spirit, reminding me of the type of son, grandson and photographer I would like to be.

As of a few weeks ago, my grandfather was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in his blood, prostate, bones and lungs, and I am currently watching him process his own mortality. Before his diagnosis, my grandfather would pray every night to be taken by the angel of death. Now, he wishes he had more time. And for my mother, who reoriented her entire life to be with my grandfather through his final years, is beginning to imagine a new chapter dedicated to her own life and what she wants. While I am not sure what lies ahead for my family, I’ll be there for it, with my camera in hand.

Adali Schell
www.adalischell.com
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